Down

I don't know where I'm at.
I'm standing out the back,
And I'm tired of waiting.

Waiting here in in line,
Hoping that I'll find
What I've been chasing

I shot for the sky
I'm stuck on the ground
So why do I try?
I know I'm gonna fall down.
I thought I could fly,
So why did I drown?
You never know why
It's coming down, down, down.

Not ready to let go.
Cause then I'll never know
What I could be missing.

But I'm missing way too much.
When do I give up
What I've been wishing for?


I shot for the sky
I'm stuck on the ground
So why do I try?
I know I'm gonna fall down.
I thought I could fly,
So why did I drown?
You never know why
It's coming down, down, down.

Oh, I'm going down, down, down.
I can't find another way around
And I don't wanna hear the sound
Of losing what I've never found.

I shot for the sky
I'm stuck on the ground
So why do I try?
I know I'm gonna fall down.
I thought I could fly,
So why did I drown?
I'll never know why
It's coming down, down, down.

I shot for the sky
I'm stuck on the ground
So why do I try?
I know I'm gonna fall down.
I thought I could fly,
So why did I drown?
Oh,It's coming down, down, down.

Curiosity killed the...

Kittys, because I wanted to draw some. AW YEAH. Fluffyss and all.
I haven't much to report- I saw over the hedge while over at my friend, Katrina's house. It was surprisingly very good! and super funny- I laughed CX
I spent almost this whole week at Katrina's, needed to get out- probably going to go back over there come Wednesday- woop~
UNFORTUNATELY, my flashdrive is no longer functional anymore 8C; I'm sorta bummed since I lost a few months worth of stuff on it, but I guess it just wasn't meant to be.
Ah well, if things work out the way I want them too I wont need a new one- we'll see what happens.

I haven't much else to say
So I'll link a song that my sister sent me~:

Our drinks were just poured

New journal Css, you can see it also on my DA page. Woop Woop.

I love how people speak so negative of each other and then weep and cry when someone does the same thing to them or they receive some sort of pain.
it's cute.
only not at all.
It's not that difficult to exicute some manners and speak to others with the same amount of respect you'd like to receive, or just not speak at all.

With that being said, I felt I'd update this blog since I haven't in a little while.
I haven't much to say, So I'll just past something I typed up when I was trying to organize my thoughts, Perhaps you'll enjoy this information or perhaps not. whatever the case, here:

Relationships.

They can range from romantic, platonic, to even revulsion. They vary for everyone you meet. You may feel something for someone you do not feel for another. Everyone is unique and different, as is how you feel for them and how they feel for you.
Relationships are what I like to call “un-mathematical equations.”
You can’t solve relationships or people with simple physics or mathematics. And no answer is the ultimate or “right” one for any relationship. Unlike Math you either get the problem right, or you get it wrong- and there’s only one answer.
Relationships have a similar aspect, but it’s very small and minimal. Relationships do not need one answer to be correct, but there are definite “rights” or “wrongs.” And sometimes it takes years in order to get the right answer, or to get the relationship how it should be.
This goes for friendships, and even dealings in which you hate the person as well.
There will always be a means of satisfying a problem. Sometimes the first way you approach it isn’t always the right way, and sometimes it is. But whatever the case it’s just another thing we must face and try to establish.
If someone doesn’t work into an equation (they’re causing issues) you remove them (possibly stop talking to them or just be friends only.) and find a more suitable answer for the equation.

As for negative emotions I feel it’s better to live and let live. I believe that an individual, if having problems with another, should come to the realization that issues need to be fixed or, let it go. Let go of the problem if it’s small and minimalistic, or let go of the person if they’re perpetuating it.
These two options are of course if talking out the problem doesn’t work, and the person makes false promises. But like all things, this isn't always the correct way of fixing an issue, there's various different compromises, it also depends on you as a person, as well as the individual in question.
Though relationships and people aren’t so simply fixed or understood. And that’s why, most of the time- we have so many issues with it.

You can’t apply emotion to mathematics. And we are run on emotions, everyone does.

But we can LEARN, that’s the beauty of it all, that if someone really wants to, they can learn from their actions.

It’s an odd desire, but that’s what I hope for people; to learn from their actions, to become better people, to better their actions for themselves and for others.

It’s never too late to try and be more accepting, being more caring, listen to others.
It’s never too late to say what you feel to those who have hurt you or have done something to you.
It’s never too late to tell someone that you care.

Past actions lead to future learning. But who you are in the past doesn’t mean its set that you’ll be that way in the future, if you just learn from your actions, learn from others as well. If you make an effort to be a better person and improve upon yourself, you can establish anything.

What this world needs is a new kind of army - the army of the kind. ~Cleveland Amory

Don't be yourself - be someone a little nicer. ~Mignon McLaughlin

There is no greater loan than a sympathetic ear. ~Frank Tyger

Never miss an opportunity to make others happy, even if you have to leave them alone in order to do it. ~Author Unknown

Don't wait for people to be friendly, show them how. ~Author Unknown

Kindness, like a boomerang, always returns. ~Author Unknown

Be kind, for everyone you meet is fighting a hard battle. ~Plato

Remember that everyone you meet is afraid of something, loves something and has lost something. ~H. Jackson Brown, Jr.

The greatest good you can do for another is not just to share your riches but to reveal to him his own. ~Benjamin Disraeli

And with all that said and jotted down, have some music: